Been reflecting about my life today.. Realised that I have let a lot of ppl down in my life. My parents, my teachers... Back in sec 1, Thought that I was smart enough and decided to slack... and look what happened in sec2, didn't study at all and ended up in 325. Let down my frens and especially, Mr Charles... He had such high hopes for me and yet I let him down. Still rmbed what he said to me "Leonard, been in 325 doesn't mean u're stupid. You still can make an impact both in ur life and others as well." I was so motivated back then, inspired to study and get good results.
Look what happened.. Sec 3 term 1 results not gd, well i blamed nspc for that.. Sec 3 term 2 results not gd, i blamed myself for slacking and promised not to do that.. Sigh, why must I be like this? Keep telling myself that I must change but... I guess i better start working now and stop letting ppl down.. I can do it!!! (=
Shall change the topic now... Had lunch with Jia Lei and Jon in the noon Played soccer with them till 2+ Played bball at 4+ Had Dinner with Wu qi and Jia Lei at Lot 1 Quickbite till 8
Anyway, Shannon and Nick bday soon Since they chipped in to buy me bday present, I should get them something.. But what should I get??? Btw, finally linked you Darren.. And I totally agree about what u posted..
Well, the exams are over and finally having some free time.. Until intensive chinese comes along... madness of 4 chinese periods daily... have to see Tan Lai Moi everyday, omg sia. I swear she totally hates me.. Oh well, can't do anything about it too 8 more days to Os!!! can't believe it... hopefully can get gd results..
Played soccer and bball today.. Me, Gewei, Wu qi and Nick vs 4 random soccer dudes well we totally thrashed them and I was playing as a striker at the ending so it kinda showed how noob they were. Wanted to play 2 vs 2 bball, but 3 random bball dudes came and challenge us Well, we got thrashed! from 6-1, to 6-7.. wth Might be playing soccer tmr..
Just realised that friendster sucks, attempting to use facebk now since it's a new trend according to Gewei.. Realised that it's kinda retarded but well at least I can find my old pri sch mates....
Well. it looks like I did play for sports fiesta... Decided that I should not stay and rot at home. Came to school at around 8am and saw rubengan. Match started soon. Scholars, 435 pro team were in our pool. We watch the 435 team beat the scholars 2-0 and we thought we had a chance..
But.. I played sub for first match. Starting Line Up was Wei Sheng and John Mak up front, Josias and Benjee and Khairul as Keeper... We got demolished in the first half 3-0.. zzz Second Half 4-0 and with 15 seconds left on the clock, John Mak had the courtesy to let me play. wow what a gentleman. 1st to 3rd sec - Ran to the pitch where the action was. 4th to 6th sec - Wei Sheng got the ball after some confusion. 7th to 9th sec- He spots me and pass it to me! 10th to 14th sec - I sprint with the ball and aim for glory.. 15th sec- Full time whistle! What an impact I made! lol
Second Match was one hr later.. I did play for the whole match this time as keeper. Yay!
Match Analysis 2 min- Made a fingertip save... 4 min- Went sliding out to clear the ball. John was getting owned by the scholar defenders meanwhile. First Half over. 0-0
Second Half starts. Josias shoots from kick off and very nearly scores, what an effort.. 9th min is when I let in a goal. geez. Scholars played some 1 touch football and got our defence stunned, leaving me as a sitting duck. 1 vs 1 situation.., well i could have done better..
10th min, almost conceded again. Was going to catch the ball after a scholar attack but I realise I was standing out of the line. So quickly dropped the ball to prevent a corner but some scholar stoled the ball. Ball bouncing along the line and this is when I punch the ball away to safety! Outstanding keeping! lol.
13th min, well we conceded again, partially my fault. Could have stopped that.
2-0, we lost and $2.50 gone for 1 match and 15 seconds of humiliation. Oh well, at least I didn't waste the Sat morning.
Went to eat with Josias and Sheng at Lot 1, the new food court opened at the 4th floor. All the prices all so ex alr, my duck rice cost me $3.80 alr. Went home ltr and play some com games to waste time.
Wanted to play bball but no one wants to play except gewei and mark, oh well.. And Why is my nose red!!! zzz, spam pimple cream to no effect. Sigh...
Exams are finally over... YES! Most stressful wk I ever had, been last min mugging.. Judging from the papers, I dun think I can pass L1R5. Sigh, I actually did sorta "mug" for the MYEs Like going tp lib mug every sat but dunno how come paper so hard. Need to buck up soon..
Feeling bored and lonely now. Nothing to do and with nobody to talk to.. Dunno what I should do tmr, cannot stay in the house all day long.. Maybe go out watch movie..
And should I play for sports fiesta? I know we are gonna get owned but they want me to play. And I am not like the best keeper u can find in sch... and Chinese Os is like 2 wks away from sports fiesta If sprain my hand, die alr... See how it goes...
Another song to recommend, Fall For You by Second Hand Seranade Very nice song, go listen! (:
