oh well, it was to be expected but yea, still feel a bit deflated after going out of the Lawn Bowls Singles under 20s. It was quite fun though, I gave the j2s quite a scare before they found out my weakness, I cannot play in short ends. :p
Went to KFC with Vincent, Melvin and Mark for lunch. And yeah, some kids were having a bday party there. And ya, GP is indeed useful in telling you that the mass media is desentising youths nowadays, judging from the poor little 4o yr old getting whacked up by 2 7 yr olds. What a joke!
Anyway, went to study with Melvin later at kallang park which is actually a mall? Attempted mugging chem but yeah, I am utterly helpless at it and actually dozed off for half an hour. Melvin was boasting to me about the JACKET that he was wearing and how you should have one, right. Rub it in man!
As for today, went to church and yeah, pretty much normal as usual. Sermon was about how you should perserve with your faith and all but it didn't help with the speaker being so boring. At least I took something away from it. Would like to say SORRY to Nick once again for not celebrating your birthday as planned today. We will have something up real real soon!
On a sidenote, sleeping is turning out to be such a vice. Now I know it can be classified as a hobby. Just lying down on the bed for a brief 5 minutes can lead to a 4 hr sleep. REFRESHING! Shit man, I am wasting time sleeping when I am supposed to be mugging. O well, shall go and try to mug now before Blanche disturbs me again on Msn! Anyway, She's JOKING!
Alright, finally reached the end of the week! It has just zoomed so fast.. Can't believe that MYE is like next week la, freaking fast.. Anyway. played netball with 2T24. 7 guys vs 7 guys, lol so much for a girl's sports. All because of someone..
Not bad la, even though I was like quite lousy in the whole game. Can't blame me! I ain't a sportsman!! Still did my best though and scored the final goal despite all my blunders in the early part. Final score 5-4. we lost but well good game. Mark's blisters were like damn sick la.
yeah, was supposed to go mug in the library but had a mini IG gathering with Chris Choy, Zach Chan, Perry, Sabrina and Blanche. It lasted for 2 hours! OMG la. so much for mugging. Really really fun talking to them once again.
got pang sei for bah chor mee by Bryan Tang. Ass, make me run for nothing! Tuition was usual I guess, nothing much. Ate dinner with rugby with Dominic, we were discussing rugby all the way man. Hahahah, he is really rugby enthuiast. Formed plans to go gym with him every friday, hopefully I will stick to it.
Yup. been reading through my blog archives and i am pleased with my life so far. With the ups and downs so far, I have been taking it all qutie ok. Hope it continues this way. Anyway, SORRY NICK! MIXED UP your bday with Shannon. So so very sorry. my bad. :p
Can't say that I enjoyed the weekends much. Time just passes by ever so quickly. Only highlight was MANCHESTER UNITED winning the title AGAIN for the third consecutive year! Beat that liverpool..
Yup, pretty dull. Just keep trying to get myself to study but ain't making much progress. Heck, at least I tried. Anyway, just glad that it was just a stupid crush after all. Strange to say I think I am happier this way. Even though I might not show it.
Must really know me well to know what I am thinking of. I hide my emotions pretty well with a stone/unfriendly face. It's just that hard to smile. ):
Why does these 3 days feel like a waste? Completely achieved nothing. Time is precious and yet I am wasting it. Hate myself at times for my poor time management. Change now!
Went to celebrate Wuqi's bday in advance today. Played table tennis at CCK Sports Complex to celebrate. Our usual haunt when we are bored. really brings back memories man. Still rmb the days when we camwhored there! Hahaha, nick, wuqi, jia lei and I. We were just being so retarded back then.
But looking back, I suddenly do feel older now. It's ironic that when you are young, you feel like growing older. But when you are old, you feel like becoming younger. As each year passes, the choices you make are more of less your choice. And less influenced by your parents and friends. You take the responsibility for your choices. Have no idea why am I feeling so philosphical right now but yeah, it's one of these days when I exude such rare intelligence. hahahah.
For now, I really just want to savour and cherish the feeling of being a youth. This is really the time where you can still enjoy a relatively "stress-free" life compared to been that of being an adult. Still have the luxury to hang out with your friends and have a good time. It's true that time passes very fast as you get older. But I really want to remember every moment of it.
Anyway, scouts! Li ren is coming back on the 26th. So thought of organising something for him when he comes back. yeah, it's about time we have a level gathering. try to keep the last few days of ur hols free!
Leonard took the quiz Honest Horoscopes Analysis and the result is Pisces You are an escapist - you have this knack of avoiding issues if they seem unpleasant. You delve into past memories to escape your present woes. Sometimes you become rather unsociable and withdrawn. Advice: Trust your instincts. Whenever the escapist tendency hits you talk with a friend to get your perspective right.
Realised that I am not a very good conversationalist. Also feel that I look quite dao to other ppl, giving them the impression that I am arrogant. Lol, it's just my normal face la. Anyway, still feel a bit awkward when talking to others esp in a mixed school. Guess I can only really open up and converse with people I know very well.
Anyway, got into council, yeah. Clare, melvin and steph got in as well. Well done. Thanks to all those who voted for all of us! As for those who didn' get in, I know the feeling sucks. I have experienced it before. Guess that time is the only way to heal these wounds.
Went for Syf present yesterday after tuition. Awesome performance man, The band and the choir were fantastic. Band even sang in their performance?? No wonder they got gold with honours. Other performing acts were good too, like dance, guitar, guzheng and the rest.
Had a damn funny chat with Yuxuan and Chang ytd morning at about 12 to 1. hahahah, relieving the good old days of working at NTUC fairprice. Remembered Chang's botched attempts to get "...." Lol, damn funny la!! Hahahahah!!! Wish we can have a NTUC gathering sometime in the future!
Life just doesn't turn out the way you want it sometimes. You can wish to have things go your way but they just don't. Despite all your hard work and efforts, it just throws you back into your face sometimes.
yeah, failed the maths CA2, got last. Didn't help when he announced publicly somemore. I shall take that as a motivation to score well for the next CA. Seriously man, i know i scored lousy la. Don't need to rub it in that much.
Econs ca was okay, i guess. I could answer the questions but my handwriting is pretty illegible. So hopefully he'll be able to mark it. Very very proud of my PI though! Expect it to score pretty well as I have spent a tremendous amount of time and effort on it. Would like to thank Ms Fernandez for her help for the PI.
Just heard from Melvin that there's a briefing at LT4 tmr for nominees. I suppose that's the results. feel a mixed sense of dread and anticipation now. Hopefully it'll all work out.
Tmr will be absolutely busy man. hectic rush for PI completion will be guranteed. going back to SJI after sch to take cert. Going back CJC for council briefing. Afer that, tutiton at Thomson. And after that, SYF present at CJC. Is this madness or what? No idea why I am attending it in the first place but heck. It'd better be good. 10 bucks man.
So not looking forward to the weekends as I need to prepare for Physics, Chem and GP ca. Need to make up for it considering the disasterous Maths CA I have had. Yup with life so hectic, It does help taking my mind off certain stuff. Ah, you get the point.
YES! Finally completed the damn PI. I've spent like 3 hours on it man. So not going to touch it again.
Saw you again today, Just didn't have the courage to talk to you. Screw this shit man, shouldn't even have went to the canteen in the first place. It's ironic that I hope to see you sometimes but when I do, I hope you weren't there. Ahh, this sucks!
Well, I finished the whole of the Econs tutorial on Saturday of which I am proud of but I still slacked quite a lot. Didn't really know what was going on gfor today, I only got started at like 1:30. Then wasted 1 and a half hr stoning and reading the physics lecture book in a half hearted attempt to mug for the CA. I am so going to get a practice book for physics as this is going nowhere.
Mugged for econs, just read and make notes and got theme 1.1 down already. Going to recap my elasticity notes after this post. Gee, I am so becoming a nerd now but this can't be helped. Need to catch up on my work already, I am still lagging behind despite all these. Especially in Maths and physics.
And yeah, the feud between my mum and my sis just keeps getting worse. I do feel utterly helpless when this happens. Take for example, my sis hogging the tv when my mom wants to watch it. Even though she just came back home like today. Do feel appalled at my sis's behaviour as it is very very childlike. Cannot tell her off since she will just go berserk and throw a tantrum,
Some say that family is what pulls ur life together in times of need but mine ain't happening so. It is like pulling my life apart again. Life's unfair and not everyone is blessed with a perfect life. Completely vexing but I guess I have to deal with it. I don't have much of a choice, do I?
Anyway, election is on tmr and on Tuesday. Do hope that the four of us will get in. With all the effort we had put in. tmr's a long long day though. Ends at 5, glad that Napha has finally ended. So tmr PE will be games hopefully, can't wait.
Labour Day today! Yup, went out the whole day today. Bball with Mark, gewei and nick from 8 to 10. which was super fun, damn good time relieving the past memories we had together. With the nick sleeping and LATE as usual. And Mark and I always early. and also without the stupid wuqi of course. "Maybe nxt time" What an ass... Real team effort today la but I quite selfish, didn't felt like passing and just kept attempting shots. Lucky they went in. 6 shots in first set, 8 shots in second set.
Yup, went to play laserquest with 1T24 later at Bukit Gombak. Bloody hell, it was like freaking 2.4 run la. So tiring, wah u know there's a vibration thing when u get shot. I got hell lot of vibrations and I thought I was owning la! And ya, I got second last instead. WTH! I feed like a dog la, hahahaha but quite fun.
Went bowling later. Win the first set 107 points, double strike at the start man! Second set get 34 points, wth? Third set 75 points. Ya, still as lousy as ever. KO bowl damn funny, he will sprint when reaching the bowling part, freaking hilarious la.
KO house was next, played dota with Greg and Rus. Wah, we got owned like shit la but it was quite fun! We actually tried a fightback but ya, we failed. troll so fat.. Played poker later, i started with 5 bucks and ended with 5 bucks, broke even. Luckily, Mark won, pay for our cab ride home. I swear Yong Jie was damn high, we tau poked him like 3 times la. Rus got tau poked like 2 times. Damn shiok!!! 8 to 9 ppl tau pok, lol the sofa almost break.
I played cheat with Greg, Rus and KO at first. Lol, greg said 4 nines, then i say 1 nine when he already took 4 nines earlier! LOL, damn blur already. Ya, had a fun time today but wasted like hell lot of money today.
Anyway, the secret's out. I am so bloody screwed. Damn..
