Hey, it's been a long time since I blogged. Just been too caught up with council nowadays. Have been staying back in school for the past week till 7 and even going out to settle council stuff as well. Yesterday was a record time man, going to Town and leaving there at 11:30 and reaching home at 12:30. Adding in the council performance rehearsals, it took me quite long to even figure out the basics. Damn, the performance is only Weds and we can barely figure it out.
Despite council proving tiring and demanding, I still find it okay as it really pushes me to my limit and make me realise how precious time is. And I am really really impressed by how the EXCO can even survive this man, they still have to co-ordinate and all and plan things wayy beforehand before we even start discussing it. Yup, but it's good to see that no one is cracking under the strain yet. Just all of us working together as one.
As for life outside council, I feel like a hypocrite to my class. They have voted me into council with my hollow promises that I will join them for class outings despite council. Oh, how great a liar I am man. I have been skipping class outings and birthday celebrations in class for council. take for example yesterday. It was Kenny's birthday and I PROMISED them I would go after council meeting no matter what. And yet, I feel like a complete ASS man. Serving the school community at the expense of my classmates and friends sounds just like glorified bullshit. But this is what I signed up for, so the best I can hope is that Teacher's Day would prove enjoyable to them in a meek attempt to make up for my false promises.
As for ventures, even more disappointing. I've been trying to squeeze in my time into ventures for Saturday meetings as well. but I got to admit my attendance is proving dismal as I simply lack the energy and time to go for them anymore. While they are busy making the whistles for venture night, I was at council. I've been trying,really trying to help. Hope that the sawdusting of the whistles would help no matter how insignificant it might be. I will see you all on Venture Night then, it's about time we relaxed as a venture group. Not so much of planning but actually sitting down and relax, relieving our experinences we had in the past.
As for my studies, they ain't looking particularly inspiring either. The physics SPA was screwed up with my answer of 50g so far off from the actual answer of 100g. And the maths CA, failed it again. Mr Kuang gave me the look of "You'd better start doing something about it" look. Damn it, last again! And my econs, my freaking best subject. It's going downhill.
My life aint looking rosy at all but I still go along this motto. "Cannot take it, also must take it" It was something I subconsiously picked up in scouts. If you are entrusted with responsibility or you chose to take it up, you will have to start delivering your promises and not fail them. No matter how bad things are going. Pray that things will start looking up man.
